let go..

Let go yourself before being let go by somebody else..
Don't let people let you go, do let yourself go..
There's no point looking back...

Have you accepted the fact and found your way out and move on?..

dizzynes II..

i'm "dizzy" again....
the rest of them already down..
left me alone..without her...
she will never know...
i've been doing what i'm not suppose to do for us...
keeping cool..never ever care about her..stay away from her newz...
i dono what else to do...
maybe being "dizzy" is one of the solution...
seeing people down..needa take care of them...
it sounds fun..but it's so damn empty...
JD so what...RL so what...
the most important thing is being happy...
being happy with person that you want to happy with...
still the same words: seeing you being happy with the person u deserve is my happiness...
i don't care anymore about your life..
i don care about my life withou you either..as long as you're happy...
take care...see ya...
nitezzZZ....






(but i miss you..so much...)

14th..

it's fourteen..again..
every fourteen..is the anniversary..
it sounds sad..but memorable...
recalling the miss..
remembering the beauty of the broken...

it was three months ago..
it was several years ago...
for you, i've been solo..
for me, you did let go...

and you really do move on..
without me, you carry on...
thanks for listening..
sorry for forgetting...

you've made it..
you're worth it..
you deserve it...
i mean it...

love story..

Only white horse deserves prince..
Only prince deserves princess..
Only the princess deserves the glass heels...

-- エモの王子 --

the space without me..
my last word to u..was a smile…
is this the way it's suppose to be?


it ends with no reason..since it started without any reason..
because true love loves with no reason…


no one could remind me of u..since u’re the only one...


it feels much heavier to pick it back again..


tears of heart..hurts more than bleeding…


if i were to travel back to the past..
i’d rather choose to have amnesia…
start it all over at this moment..
past can’t change the present..
present changes the future...


figure.out.that.it.doesn’t.work.out..


u’r.d.1.sd.u’ve.ntg.2.sy.2.me..u.sd:”like.always”…it.is.hw.u.let.tis.hapen
i.nvr.let.it.b.so..as.im.stl.waitin.4.u.2.b.d.1.u.used.2.b.whn.v.1^st.met


tired.of.loving.&.being.loved..
at.least..left.a.lil.strength.to.wait.for.u.to.come.back...


ur.change.doesnt.suit.u…
do.remain.the.same.you.n.me..which.we.used.to.be…


nevermind..never.mine... let.it.be..forget.it...
if.there.is.something,to.be.remembered?
left.nothing..but.memories…


we’ll never get back to how we were anymore..
it’s the decision u’ve made..it’s the word u’ve said…


i'm tired..i've.surrendered...
u need some time to let go and being regret of what u've let go...


own nothing..owe nothing..left empty..take a leave..
this is the way it's supposed to be..let it be...


it's no longer the same..it's changed...
unhealable..unrecoverable..unreturnable...


it was long ago and far away but it never disappears...
don’t wanna dream about all the things that never were...


as long as u're happy..everything is worth it...


only people who knows how to appreciate
deserves what he/she got…
how much you deserve depends on
how much you appreciate…


醒来了..梦散了...你我都走散了...
never dream about al the things that never were...


need no more time...it ends up speechless..
remain silence or just remain a smile then face down...
timeless..speechless..silence…


kept others’ story on track..being helpless on my own…


this is what u want our story to be...
the song is just our story being put into melody...


so near..yet so far way...but it never disappears...
let it go, so that u can go ahead...jz let it go...


the forever is the last thing I give you…
it’s so near..but you’re not here…


i lost..u scared.. i left and marked a full stop to our memories…
bring on the tear..welcome the pain…
it’s better of this way…
















エモの王子
为何你亲手放走了..
我们被淘汰の故事...

dizziness..

although we are moving on now..but..i'm still thinking of you..always..always when i get "dizzy", i'm thinking of you always..thinking of how we met..thinking what we did together..thinking of the tine we have spent together every night on msn or sms...although everytime i act cool and act don't care in front of people of even in front of you, but my heart is still with you..always..i can't forget about you..i don't know why, there is always something that remind me of you..when i see your msn pm, i always thinking that it's about us..but..until now i'm still not sure about it...the hidden message behind it..are you still thinking of me? i do...do you still remember how we met each other?it sounds funny for somebody else, but it's special for me..no matter what i do, what i try to get rid of the block between us, but it always get back to me again the feeling...even if i've been trying to let go of you, but i fail to get rid of the feelings...it's so familiar..it's like the first time i met you..we've missed up a lot that we haven't done...i still remember your smile...i still remember your shyness...i still remember you cuteness...i still remember all...really all...i can't forget it...what's why it end up who am i today...i still have the feelings..it's still really fresh and really besides me when i'm "dizzy"...where are you?..why can't i get back the 'you' that you used to be...have been struggling alone..never want you to know..what's why i'm acting cool and careless in front of you...actually...several time i have found the way to move on, but i didn't do it..because i always believe that you will be back some day..believing you will the one you used to be when we first met, where we used to keep in touch every day and night...can i get back the moment we have been through?..the angel can't answer my answer...i've been waiting for nothing...i've been nothing to keep waiting...but it ends up really nothing...is it true?.i'm not sure....i still thinking of you..everytime i try to find you, but i don't have the courage...please tell me how to make it, how to do it, ow to get it, how...i've totally no idea what i've been doing..but what i know is i'm doing what is best for you...i don't care about myself, as long as you're happy, that's good enough althoung the happiness you have might not belong to each other...i know...i don't know...i just write whatever in my heart and ming when i'm "dizzy" right now...but..i'm sure my feeling on you is real and still the same..of you are willing to accepect me back, i'm always there for you...there are many temptation around me, but i never accept and receive..because i've been thinking that you're the one that you used to be..and you will be...SMILE..don't forget what we have done, what we have been through...it's a nice memory to keep you there in my heart...moving on, sound good, but it seems to be impossible to fulfill...no matter what, i'm still waiting..until the day you and me have totally for get, then i would be the one i used to be anymore...i'm still here, do you know?.you have forgotten?...i'm still here for you...to wanna see you always smile... ...

May..

bring on the rain..
welcome the pain..
it sounds a lil insane..
but the feeling still the same..

would today be the day?.
to tell what i'm suppose to say..
looking back what i need to pay..
for what's i've lost in the month of May..

lost..

i lost..you scared..
i left and marked a full stop to our memories…

-- SEASONLESS --

scorpiology :: the.season.of.scorpiemo -- 忆寞蝎座の寂节

wat.would.be.ur.1st.word.when.i.meet.u.back...

walking.in.the.snow.with.heavy.heart.&.freezing.hands..

what.i.see.at.the.back.are.just.my.own.foot.prints...

what.gonna.do.. doing.it..without.talking..

without.thinking.much..without.expecting.much...

u.are.not.heartless..u.just.haven't.opened.ur.heart...

i'll.show.u.how.does.it.feel..if.u.willing.to.open.up.ur.heart...

smile.wide.wide...

u're.not.the.same.anymore...

it's.not.fair..i.should.have.got.what.i've.paid.off..but.it.didn't...

don't give up ur smile..there is still a way...

follow the light..enlighten your heart…

the way to the lightness..the key to ur heart…

don't give up ur smile..the light will show u the way...

still remember wat v used to do evrytm..

i keep ur smile inside the glass bottle

wandering..wondering…

passionless..appreciationless…

missing..mourning…

幸福或辛苦.只在于珍惜或放弃...

时间给不了我们空间.空间却给了我们距离..

思念是时间的实验品.失败了是因为放弃了...

钓到了美人鱼..才发现.大家来自不同的世界…

熟悉的声音不被倾听.而陌生的声音却尽听..

再也听不到那泪滴…

找寻我们从前之间的归属感..

不想让你看到流过的血迹…

寻回以往的归属感..

只因为你的笑容…

你的笑容是唯一宗旨^^

偏体鳞伤.有你而美

我懂了.不說了.味淡了.梦远了...

我走了.离开了.放手了.後悔了…

只是回忆的音乐盒还旋卷着..要怎么停呢…

渐渐放下会走更远…

确定总是比决定难…

累 • 不是因为做了太多..而是没收获的在做…

悔 • 是丢弃了回头看他,.他却没有回头看你…

悔 • 是你要和他分离..离开几步后你又回头看他，

他却没有回头看..眼见他渐渐远离你…

这是我给你的空间…

不是我不想要 • 只是我不敢想 • 又害怕再失去…

谢谢琴房里孤独的钢琴陪我度过情人节 • 唯有它不伤人...

琴人节•快乐

regret always comes after an unappreciated loss…

dun throw it away easily if u feel someday u’ll pick it back…