although we are moving on now..but..i'm still thinking of you..always..always when i get "dizzy", i'm thinking of you always..thinking of how we met..thinking what we did together..thinking of the tine we have spent together every night on msn or sms...although everytime i act cool and act don't care in front of people of even in front of you, but my heart is still with you..always..i can't forget about you..i don't know why, there is always something that remind me of you..when i see your msn pm, i always thinking that it's about us..but..until now i'm still not sure about it...the hidden message behind it..are you still thinking of me? i do...do you still remember how we met each other?it sounds funny for somebody else, but it's special for me..no matter what i do, what i try to get rid of the block between us, but it always get back to me again the feeling...even if i've been trying to let go of you, but i fail to get rid of the feelings...it's so familiar..it's like the first time i met you..we've missed up a lot that we haven't done...i still remember your smile...i still remember your shyness...i still remember you cuteness...i still remember all...really all...i can't forget it...what's why it end up who am i today...i still have the feelings..it's still really fresh and really besides me when i'm "dizzy"...where are you?..why can't i get back the 'you' that you used to be...have been struggling alone..never want you to know..what's why i'm acting cool and careless in front of you...actually...several time i have found the way to move on, but i didn't do it..because i always believe that you will be back some day..believing you will the one you used to be when we first met, where we used to keep in touch every day and night...can i get back the moment we have been through?..the angel can't answer my answer...i've been waiting for nothing...i've been nothing to keep waiting...but it ends up really nothing...is it true?.i'm not sure....i still thinking of you..everytime i try to find you, but i don't have the courage...please tell me how to make it, how to do it, ow to get it, how...i've totally no idea what i've been doing..but what i know is i'm doing what is best for you...i don't care about myself, as long as you're happy, that's good enough althoung the happiness you have might not belong to each other...i know...i don't know...i just write whatever in my heart and ming when i'm "dizzy" right now...but..i'm sure my feeling on you is real and still the same..of you are willing to accepect me back, i'm always there for you...there are many temptation around me, but i never accept and receive..because i've been thinking that you're the one that you used to be..and you will be...SMILE..don't forget what we have done, what we have been through...it's a nice memory to keep you there in my heart...moving on, sound good, but it seems to be impossible to fulfill...no matter what, i'm still waiting..until the day you and me have totally for get, then i would be the one i used to be anymore...i'm still here, do you know?.you have forgotten?...i'm still here for you...to wanna see you always smile... ...
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